Aku kembali sunyi...

wei...mana kau pegi..? aku rindo ko...aritu, nasib baik umiey gtau aku yg ko online..tp, pda masa yg sama, ko mmg perlukan aku..*ko cakap la...ko cakap, "dont ever leave me"..so aku cakap, "iyer2...aku takkanla...yg ko emo sgt arini apsal..? mmndangkan keadaan mnjadi semakin plek, aku tanya umiey...pastu, umiey mcm tuka topic je bila aku tanya soalan pasal xander...mla2, aku pun lalai gak dgn "trick" umiey nak tuka topic..dhtu, aku tak puas ati, aku trus tekankan...then die cakap, " xander need ur support..he's sad...he really need u badly.." so aku tnya, apsal bleh jadi camni..? umiey pun buat muka "selamberr " jerr...hmm...die pnah ckap cmni ngn aku.." go ahead, just leave me..leave me alone, okay..? " aku terkedu.. .aku tak sangka die cakap cmtu,,aku tak phm apa mksud die...lepas aku dnga die ckap cmtu, aku tggalkan die, dh die cakap nak alone...yg memusykilkan aku,wktu aku nak chow tu, die asek2 nak amik attention aku untuk aku trus stay kat situ, tp mulut die tetap suruh aku pergi dr situ..plekk betul..aku cakap la psl tu kat umie..then umiey pun mrh aku..." what..? what da hell u think u'r doing reen..??! why did u leave him..??!" so aku ulang la apa yg xander cakap kat aku tdi...yg die halau aku tu..then umiey bagi aku satu link..." try to read on no.58"..aku cakap..iye2..tggu...wktu aku baca ayat no.58, aku terus rasa nk nangis n bersalah sebab, kat no.58 tu tertulis, " if a guy said, " leave me alone..please go away, go ahead, its mean, please dont leave me, i want u to listen to me..hug me." pas baca ni, aku terus cari die balik n trus pujuk die..tak semena mena nya, die nangis...aku ni, dhla tak penah tengok laki nangis....die tensen upenyerr..kesian..study die...die dh Master doe..haha,,kalah aku..tp yg memelikkan aku, org sebok2 nak jd peguam ker, doktor ke, takpela...ni, sebok2 nk join M-wave...nak jd artis..baik takyah amik master...takper la..kalau tu yg die nak...penat2 die blaja, amik master, tu jugakkk yg die pilih...as long as kauu happy la xander..aku bkn sesaper nak halang kan...?

abang gila aku dh maii dahh..!!

26 December 2010

haa.....ni lagi sorg, baru nak timbul...wktu aku susah, mmg die ni sntiasa ade...best la die ni...die ni la yg tolong "REPAIR" relation aku...baekk budak nihh..kepada ibu2 di luar sana, mmg cun la kalau budak ki bom ni jd mnantu...haha...wktu xander POK PEK POK PEK, die la yg tolong backup aku...aku rse, klo takdernyerr die, aku mgkin nangis...aku bkn nak crita keburukan c xander nihh...die ni, ssh nak mrh, tp tersangat senang kecik ati...pujok pun, bukannya senang....mau nya, mkn masa 2 hari non-stop...budak ki bom ni, boypren umiey...tak tau la...camne umiey leh pasang 2...ki bom ni, anggap aku cam adik die...die tade adik..tu pasal la...kesian die...haha...aku mmg tersangat rapat ngn die...best sangat...die ni phm jiwa aku...xander nih jnis yang garang...tp, garang tu la yg mmbuatkan aku suka die...ha..! lupa plak...ni lagi sorg abg adopt aku..."D" ...die ni mmg kuat mrh, panas baran, n mcm2..bab tula umiey tak tahan...umur dia ni, staun je beza ngn aku....tak jaoh...p kan,, aku x brapa rapat ngn die coz die ni akn carik aku untuk selesaikan masalah die ngn umiey...geram betol...balik2, aku kena tebalkan muka nak pujuk umiey supaya balik ngn D balik...haizz...sorg lagi, kevin...or nama pneuh nyerr, Kevin Woo..ha...budak ni la yang paling baikkkk bagi aku...die dh tolong aku mcm2...bagi info mcm2...aku suka cara die...die ada naluri seorang abang n kakak...die tak pondan okayy..!! die hanya seorang lelaki yg bersifat lembut...kalau korg mseh tak caya, korg tgok badan dia...ada six pack..cba korg tengok,, bdn pondan ade six pack ke..? tade kan..? kevin ni dh biasa hidup ngn ppmpuan..i mean, kakak, mummy die..die hanya ada kakak...akak die name Deanna Woo...aku tak knl sgt...tp yg pasti, akak dia cantikk gilerr...tersangat cantikk...

timbul pun ngko xander...aku ingt dh tggelam...

25 December 2010


haa....online pun kau ann...aku tak sangka kau online mlm nihh...aku pun hairan gak, bnyak ny msa kau nak online...laa....rupa2 ny, ko kat singapore....ko g umh makcik ko, untuk smbut cristmas...so, ko chat ngn aku ... aku heran, naper ko chat, ko asek2 ulang word yg sama iatu, " LOL" ...aku heran..pastu ko kluarkan word yg aku tak phm..iaitu, "ASAP"...aku tnyer akak aku, " ella, ASAP tu menatang ape.? " then akak aku cakap, " ASAP tu, As Soon As Possible...takkan tak taw..? " aku mmg tak taw langsong...lembab nyerr aku...ptut pun die bnyak word plek2, ank sedara die sebokk sangat nk baca chat aku..pas bbrapa minit, bru la, baru la die mulakan prangai mngada ngada nak tnya itu,ini...hishhh....ssh btol ....pastu, tetiba tnya, " b, do u love me as i love u?"  aku cakap, " iyerlahh...dhtu, ko tak bagi aku syg hong ki.." then dia ckp " dont mention his name infront of me okay..? i hate it...its an old story.." aku jawab la, " iyerla2...takder nyer aku nak syg die...aku syg ko la..takyah riso..." pastu die tnya lagi, how much u love me..? aku cakap, " banyak sgt la, smpai tak cukup jari aku nak kira' ..die gelak..aku tnya dia balik, " ngko plak..? bapa bnyak ko syg aku..?" pastu die jawab.." can u go out for a minute..? see those star...there so many right..? can u count it..? its show how much i love u.." so aku balas, yohhh...ucek nak kauu" then die tnya, 'ucek..? what's that?" aku cakap la, no need to know laa..*heheh...

sedar jugak akhirnya...tau pun salah..sabor je laa...

24 December 2010


dia hantar msg kat umiey ...tau pun silap sendiri...lagi nak mrh2 aku...dia ni mmg nak kena...geram btol aku...

Alexander Lee Eusebio December 24 at 5:51am 

OMG!..umiey ah~ said to areen that im sorry for being so strict and not take care of her.but i will ask ki bom to take care of her. if im not with her. its means  i'm so busy. and if ki bom not take care of her.then,report to me ..i will nag at him because he can't take care of my honey while i'm not there. and if that happen tell me okay sis~. tell to areen that please don't change her attitude because of me anymore. and sorry if im not willing her to like someone coz im a sensitive person.i can't stand if areen said that she likes hong gi ahh..~~ i afraid if honggi got the same feeling as areen...she also jealous when i'm treat the other girls.. maybe im friendly to many girls but there is one only that own my heart.ohh my..however she scold me..curse me..i never feel hate or sumthing cause i know, she didn't mean it.. she stole my heart tho~~ no one can't take it.. got it sis.?? dont forget to tell her..since she not replying my message..still mad maybe.. LOL.im being freaking romantic.okay sis...~  got to go..~~.my friends already nagging at me. my ears are about to burst now.bye...xie xie...*ask areen if not understand..

김선희 December 24  at 6:23 am 

okay2...fine...will tell her...she never change laa...u'r the one who's change a lot...yea..she's mad...still sulking...btw, dont be really strict..she's tension...her study not so good this time..she got probs..i dont know what the hell did u do to her...she just woke up in the morning n u scold her for wake up late...its on her birthday...u know why did she wake up late..? its because of u...she waited for u to online...did u promised her..? yes..! u promise it...ki bom also admitted it...so...who's change now..?? tell me..

gaduhh lagii..~~ haizzz...tak sudah- sudah la die ni carik point..

21 December 2010


Argghh...aku bgun lmbat gilerr arini..aku trus online bab umiey ckap die ada send msg...so aku p la bukak fb aku...yg mnghairankan aku, apsal msg2 aku yang lain takder ek?? aku delete ke?? plekk...pastu barula aku bukak msg dia...haizz...dia mrh aku la labu....ntah apa plak yg dia nmpak x kena ngn aku...mmg aku cukup tak paham...yg dia nak mrh apsal..?aku tak kacau dia pun...aku tak msg ngn sesapa pun kat fb tu ha...aku tak penah eply pun...wahh..bnyak plak masa dia nak checked ek...<3 trimas xander...haha...takper2...ada hari akn ku balas...

Alexander Lee Eusebio December 21 at 4:41am 

so you suffer with me? and. you don't understand me either..if you still suffer  with me. then. go ahead. okay i will tell the truth: i know i'm not a good guy. i am a selfish and ego guy. and i know that i always care about my feeling only.but sometime i want to show that i love you.but im too scared. but all that i can do is ask ki bom to take care of you when im not here to accompany you. and maybe i am to childish. but i am not good in love. and sometime i told like that to my sister.and she laugh at me.btw,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.WE WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

pas bca msg ni, aku pnyerla gelak abis n cakap " nakpa pdh anak tuk..? nakpa d krepak ny? herann aku" aku rasa. dia bca msg aku yg lama bezaman zaman tuh...sblom aku ngn dia...tak phm2 ...balik2 aku yg kena..balik2 aku yg kena...aku sng sgt nak carik point ngn dia...tp aku tak smpai hati n aku tau dia x bermaksud nak wat cmtu...so, aku biokan..tp, bila dia carik point kat aku, dia tak alang2...dia tros serbu n pok pek pok pek memanjang....penat la aku denga dia berleter..penat sangat....dhtu, kuat jeles plakk..aku minat kat Lee Hong Gi...aku tak taw pun dia tak ngam...pnyerla mrh giler..lantak arr..bio je la..dh aku suka dia,, nak buat cmne..aku suka pun bkn aku nak buat laki...bkn aku nk buat boypren...ape la...tp kan,, satu yg aku sgt suke tntng ngko kan xander, ngko ni garang sgt...ko tegas..klo aku tak blaja, ko bising..kalah mak aku...klo aku bgun lewat, lagi la ko bising...p kan...ko mcm, phm je bila aku ade exam...mane de ko online salu sgt...bab ko ckp, ko takut aku online bila ko online...aku tnya balik, knapa..? apa slh ny klo aku on9 bila ko online gak..? then ko jawab, " kalau aku online, ko akn anta chat ngn aku..pastu berlarutan la chat ko smpai pagi...bila la ko ada masa agaknya untuk study ko..? so aku pun ckp..alah...cakap jelahh, ko nak usha awek...takyah nak bkias kias...pastu die mrh giler n cakap, aku bgi ko masa nak blaja.,, ko pikir plek2 psl aku..ape la ngko ni..aku pun tak phm...then seblom die smbong word dia, aku trus "cut" line n cakap...sudah lah suda...dia dh bising dahh....dia tros diam..haha...iyelah2....aku tau la..ko bgi masa ngn aku, biopun aku x mintak..mekasehh bab paham...x semena menanya, dia ckap..aku tanak ko gagal...dga tu..?  dia mula lagi la...~~

bahasa antara aku n xander ialah B.I....mix chinese...and aku pakai I n U ngn dia...

Die ingat lagi la birthday aku..!!! wahhh.~~!!

20 December 2010

esok birthday aku...tapi kan...family aku suggest sambut awl..takpe la..so. kitorang sambut la kat R.H Hotel...aku terkejut bila nampak abg aku bawak kek..aku ingt just mkn2 jerr..tak perlu la kek ke ape ke...then pas lepak2, kitorang g amik pic kat dataran...bestt....sbab ramai orang...time balik baru kitorang potong kek..tggu kol 12 la kirenye..tapi, tak sampai kol 11, aku dh terliur sangat nak mkn kek tu...sedapp sangat nmpaknyerr...pastu, aku online..aku check inbox, satu pun takde msg dr die..yg ade, dr ki bom, Kevin..diorang msg mcm biasa2 jerr..aku tnya kzen aku, umiey, ade tak msg dr xander, then die cakap, " Kejap..! ade2..!! kat Me2day..!! jap ek..! aku copy! bnyak gile msg die untuk ko.! " after 15 minit aku tggu, pnya tggu, pastu umiey pon send apa yg dia copy..ohh myy.!! die org first yg Wish aku..!! warghh..!! die ingt lagi rupanya..!! patut jugak la die ingat...first person laa....second plak. akak ipar aku...kak qaswida

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xander busy sgt2...die cakap, klo die ada kat sini, mmg die organised  party untuk aku...soal nya,, sanggup ke terbang dr hongkong..? haha..ape laa...so aku cakap la. " takyah g sini pun aku ttp syg ko...takyah nak ssh2 la..." pastu die cakap..time kaseh bab phm ek..sbb tu aku syg ko..." hhaa....plekk kan..?

Worst Day Ever...

23 December 2010


           Arini, aku amik kputusan PMR aku....aku pun tak sangka ,   
           apsal result aku teruk giler..
           nak kate aku x blaja, tak jugak...aku mmg ade blaja..
           nak kata aku ni bergayut ngn Lee, tak gak..mana pernahh....
           die pun jarang on9 skarang...malas nak amik tau psl die
           lagi...panas baran....bnci laa...aku tak tau pun ape die buat         
           skarang..lantak arr..! sukati kau la labu...pa yg pasti..aku
           menyesal habiss...kakak2 aku , tngok aku nangis tebaring 
           baring, trus suggest bawak aku g men boling....time men
           boling, aku punyer la terer..4 kali strike doe...tak pnah aku
           strike seumur hidup aku..ini kan 4 kali...haizz....